As my list of friends subtracts i take the friendships that i have and cherish them.
Brianna & Renee i don’t where i’d be without you and i don’t want to think about it
So i had to go to one of my friends houses to drop off a wig for a party she’s going to and my mother thinks im sad that i wasn’t invited but im not. There are alot of parties in May that are going on…. and im not invited to any of them. I understand because you can’t be close to everyone but the fact that my mother thinks im sad kinda makes me confused.
There was a giant thunderstorm this morning and i was in my room all by myself listening to my neighbor snore and i couldn’t help but think about my life. How i’ve been used basically my entire life, all the hurt i’ve gone through and everything. When i was little i would always eat and watch scooby doo movies and the tv shows to feel better but now that im older i listen to music, write and apparently watch scooby doo since im doing that now lol.
I can’t help but hope that this time next year my life will be happier. in my words of twitter ”#ifihadyou my life would be complete and i wouldn’t have to wonder if i have a fake smile plastered on my face”
with love,
Risles
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I'm just one of the many people in this world that dream it big
